Pictures

A few pictures I made to express my typical feelings. And don't even think of committing image theft. The copyright of these is with me only.

Evanescence - "Missing"
And if I bleed,
I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care

You won't cry for my absence I know
You forgot me long ago

HIM - "Join me in death"
This world is a cruel place
And we're here only to loose

Dir en grey - "Kodou"
I am addicted to the perceived fate

Because I can't take it anymore
Because I can't stop it anymore

Kill the voice,
Close your eyes
And drowning in darkness,
Stray around

RTT Ruin
This shows a place that's holy to me. I return there from time to time. The blood is real, I found out that razor blades don't hurt that bad. Only they leave obnoxious scars. The pills on the pic are Luminal, look it up. The writings come from song lyrics (see above). My friend called this "unexpectedly emo", but if only he knew how "emo" I was most of the time...


Help, redefined
"We're doing this to help you" aka What psychiatries do to you. Photomanipulation.


Purchase of Happiness
Things worth living and fighting for. You struggle to jump from one insignificant, but temporarily life-saving pleasure to another as you're burning out inside.


Ruins
My heart


The Book
My last will, pages filled with reasons, thoughts and post-mortum instructions. Along with the pills I'd take. Hidden them well.


Bunnies
What borderline feels or can feel like.